Sunday, May 18, 2008
rite, posting after a long long time....today sucked. in fact, from wednesday nite onwards, it sucked back. i went for training on tuesday, after a 2 wk abscence, n i hit close to my PB. den wednesday was like, did light weights. den no idea y go back home den got sick bad. actually i do know why i got sick but im just acting like its a curse. shhh.... and den....its flu and sore throat. the same damn thing everytime. ive gotten sick every single month this year to these two illnesses, must be sth wrong leh...not joking k.... anyway went for allcomers today, shit man.......
aaahhhh
ahhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i hit like, 25-25.5.......wtf? my personal best is like, 32...!!!
and i lost to howard, the dog...no offense...but still.... 25?!!!! SCREWED UP>>>AAAHHHH
at least i'm back in the team for nationals...i tink, as mr sng did say so....just haf to go for training every single wkday during the holidays..... yeah..Kool eh......dunno how dats gonna go down with my mum.......feel like slapping someone now....NOT MYSELF........ so friggin pissed lah.... i mean, seriously, disappointed man.....n today didnt even haf any real competition lah! the hwa chong and ACSI ppl all absent...sian...got some Cath High guys...only one of them was gd... damn i haf to work on my spin, i didnt do any spin today, too scared to try, bldy hell only got 3 throws, later ma lu my spin den wasted...but den again....i did waste all my throws and did ma lu....sian....aaahhhhHHHAAAAHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!!
jt-dotz @ 4:29 AM
Monday, April 21, 2008
hellos! i finally decided to post! technically its not the best time to be blogging, seeing as its almost ten, and i've got like, chinese summary, overdue chinese essay, overdue english summary...but oh well....
oh dramafest rocked! i was the indian lady for those who couldn't recognise me(my own parents culdnt recognise me with the make-up, wig and sari. so i dun blame u) but technically my main role was the script writer(thanks to ms koh for her invaluable advice, or shld i say mrs. Oh-Yang) and director(thanks to ms koh and mr lye and ms fanny[shldnt have changed my ending] here too) but i have no idea why the sec 1 play "the set-up" won best script, i mean, not to be arrogant or anyth, but mine was so much betta. i wuldnt have minded if the sec 3 script had won, at least theirs was more profound. the set-up was so cheesy and stereotypical(no offense, the acting wasn't relli bad) and we were cheated of best play! wth! dat i can't take. we had the most laughs, most attention. best interaction and unlike the play that won, every single character had his own story and alot of lines! but we did get best ensemble and jun hua got best actor(he deserved it, even tho he kept hao lian in class, damn funny lah he always act ego until uncle foo come find him)
ok now onto today's training, it was kinda cool, got to throw shot-putt 2day. Duang's big bro came down, no idea how many bro's Duang has. and his bro is like 26 yrs old but smaller dan Duang. his bro is ex hwa chong throwing cap. kool eh. he came and corrected alot of my technique. i realised i have been doing alot of wrong things all the while. and he told us that throwing is all abt the legs, contrary to common belief. and he told me i'm not pulling my left hand back to make my body face forward and up. and its kinda true cus i'm like throwing down abit. n he tot us the glide, a diff style to mr.sng which i believe is so much betta. pei xiang was like throwing 12m. den he throw with the new glide style and he immediately hit 13m! cool lah. and the guy told us not to train too hard, how to train and wad are the criteria's for a gd thrower and all that. and since hwa chong is a powerhouse in throwing, he can't be too wrong can he, n it all makes sense. and ppl! doing heavy weights does NOT develop big defined muscles. doing medium or light weights with alot alot alot of reps builds big muscles. doing heavy weights for like, 10 reps onli gives strength...so sad to say i wun be building big muscles, just power, which is essential. ok time to go do work. dun feel like it now....
jt-dotz @ 6:57 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Yay I'm finally posting. All this occuring while the eggs in the pot are stinking up the kitchen with the vinegar. What kinda stupid experiment is dat to do at home? waste 2 eggs in vinegar just to watch the shell disappear. A real waste of food, especially now that inflation is well, inflating like mad. And wad the hell is corn SYRUP? i heard of corn flour but syrup? siann..........i kenna fever and flu and cough, den had to miss monday. yesterday and today e-learning so stay at home. but i have to miss all my events for sports day! bldy hell. even if i didn't have the absurdly lengthy mind champs, i culdn't go cus i'm on MC and there's no way my mom wuld let me go for a sports event when i'm on MC. especially when those events are my CCA events which i am supposed to win gold in teh school, oh but no, cus she hates my CCA and want sme to join choir or some shit. (note no offense to any choir ppl). haiz......so friggin depressed, and besides that i got whole new problems to deal with, actually they are really really old problems which just came back around. bad history....haiz...........
jt-dotz @ 7:10 AM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Ok, normally people would expect studens to be talking abt their own results now arh, since we are getting them back 2mrrw.... but i won't. got better things to do then worry abt my results after i take my exams, what can u do after dat man? all i'll say is, i failed my chinese...ya kinda expected lah...(: apart from dat i did quite well. yay.................................=.=
anywayz, my sis is getting her A LEVELS RESULTS 2mrrw, so cool...if she does well den she's going out to celebrate with her frens, and if she does badly she's still going out with her frens to drown her misery. well i'm hoping she did well, so everyone will be happy and 4get abt my chinese :) haha, jsut jk lah, relli hope she does well. and cus she's doing relief teaching, she has to teach until like 12+, den go collect her results at 2.30.... she said she prob wun be in the mood to teach so just give them free period(her students so luky)....
moving on...i a finally gonna train 2mrrw! but i'm doing by myself, since i dun tink i'm up to standard for coach wong's training yet (i was out for almost 2 weeks with flu and cough, not just any flu...like a...errr...monster one:) so i told my mum i got chinese drama until 3-4....which i do, except it prob wun take more dan an hour....so i go for drama den go training. (oh btw incase u got the wrong impression, i AM NOT IN CHINESE DRAMA, its compulsory for everyone....do u tink i'm the type who likes chinese drama? i failed my chinese...) yeah, except i prob see my team in the gym cus they start early on friday's.... wuld be quite hard to explain myself to the coach and pei xiang....(my captain).......... haiz...........relli deproved alot this yr, my discus lost out to my junior last wk, partly cus i was sick last wk as well, and i missed out all the important discus practices last yr becus of my leg injury....T_T....still, no excuse....must work hard! aiming for a top 4 in nationals c div....dunno how realistic dat is.......(didnt go last yr cus my leg u see).... yup...haiz.....sad....
jt-dotz @ 7:59 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
We won the C'Boys east zone badminton final! i was there the whole time man.....WWOOOOT!!! shout until now no more voice, sore throat, den 2mrrw can't train again, sian....... waah, the finals was damn exciting sia, we lost the first match, ying xi and his partner won teh double's kevin won our second match, it was seriously one-sided lah, the opponent was so short...haha, den we lost our second double's darren and some sec 1 guy. that one was also quite ma luu.... the sec 1 guy not that gd ahh... den the last match, final single, the deciding one. IT WAS DAMN DAMN CLOSE AHH! SHAWN WAS OUR SINGLE, THE OTHER GUY WAS ALSO QUITE GD MUST ADMIT, WAS QUITE WORRIED. WE WON THE FIRST SET, THEN THE GUY SUDDENLY SUPER PRO AND HE WON THE SECOND SET. THEN SHAWN AND HIM THEY PLAY OUT THE LAST SET UNTIL THE END AH! WE FROM 7-0 DOWN COME BACK THEN WE WERE LEADING BY ONE POINT ALL THE WAY. WAS LIKE, WE SCORE ONE, THEN THE OPPONENT SCORE AGAIN, THEN WE SCORE, THEN HE SCORE. ALL TEH WAY UNTIL THE LAST ONE, SHAWN SMASH AND THE GUY CULDNT REACH. HE WAS SO SAD LAH...FEEL SAD FOR HIM.
after that we all chiong onto the court and cheer like siao lah. during teh whole match we were shouting and cheering non-stop. every time anglican cheer we cheer louder and drown them out. i have never shouted so much in three hours before. then we had the vs anthem, then they did a mass chioning, and then when tehy were going to do VS UNITE, i zao. cus my mum was calling....sian....haha
jt-dotz @ 1:49 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
ok i seriously feel like dying......now got exams and my mum won't let me train... as in, its just the c.a.... and den my dear captain....tells me its my fault she wont let me go.... aahh....just shoot me now. and dominique keeps poking his face into my stuff....yucks..
seriously, i tink i'm gonna flunk my chem...2mrrw got like, 3 tests, none of which are counted in c.a. and i havent studied for them. i've been trying to study my higher chinese, and those of you who know me well know that i suck quite bad at chinese. i've been improving but yeah.... omg im growing old talking abt studies...arrgh
recently just feel so sad and....sian, dunno why leh. after cny just feel so empty. isnt it supposed to be a happy period. saturday just had a talk with my cousins and aunts and uncles. then my mum started blaring to the whole world dat she dun lemme go out, dun lemme play games, say im too involved in cca, nvr study. pls lah, i havent touched a computer game this yr, (im not joking) i dun even like playing computer games anymore, dats what she's made me. i find going to l.a.n. quite a waste of time and money. and sports is my only other alternative for relaxing. and now she's gonna take that away from me too. wth? pls lah, every time i finish training she scold me for coming out 5 min late. i had to beg her to let me train 3 times a wk. ppl train 5 times a wk, one hour longer than me. she wants me to study, why isnt she teaching me anything? i ask her and she falls asleep.
and she totally likes the dog more than me. the other day i came home after training, i said hi to her and she didn t reply. scolded me and asked me to go and bathe. then i came down, dinner time all she talked abt was the dog, he did this, he bite that. wads so nice? and she says i nvr tok to her or try to communicate with her. all she toks abt is the dog. she cant even ask me abt like, how was ur training, how was the match or sth. all she toks abt is the dog, or scolds me abt my work. why cant she understand, sumtimes ppl dun wanna tok abt all these? i seriously am trying my best to study, but if i cant do it at home, just let me go to sch and study with my friends and seniors, at least they know wad im learning, and they noe how to teach me.
and my sports and cca are the only things i can do to relax. can she get it, i hate being at home becus i haf nth to do and nth she says is nice. i relli wanna do well in my cca cuz i relli like it, even though i guess most ppl cant imagine loving throwing and that kinda stuff...jumps and wadeva. she keeps asking me to change my cca, cant u understand! I LIKE IT....aahhhhh...
all my life i've been doing what she's asked me to..the only times i havent is when i did sth i liked.....thats how bad my life is
jt-dotz @ 5:11 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Haiz..........I'm bored man................
I can't believe I'm posting becuz I'm bored......Fine I'm not posting anymore:)
jt-dotz @ 5:53 AM