Wednesday, May 17, 2006

ARGHH....MY MUM DUN LET ME BLOODY PLAY COMPUTER, XBOX OR EVEN LISTEN TO MUSIC! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!! at least i don't have to be at home alot during the holidayz, she think that she bann me from all these will make me study harder, this is called discouragin and anti-motivation. she just came into my room and act as if she didn't do anythin, 2day went to mountbatten play basketball and met a few secondary sch ppl, a few from broadrick. THEY ARE NOT REALLY GANGSTERS, THEY MAKE BE LIKE PAI KIA BUT AT LEAST THEY WERE FRIENDLY, I FELT MORE AT HOME WITH THEM THEN IN MY HOUSE. now i know wad my house is for, it is for me to sleep and get scolded by my mum, any of you who know me well, pls dun think worse of me, but i just come from a broken home of hopes and dreams, i no longer feel a bond of family, i am now hollow, i know why some ppl would rather be outcasts then try to blend in with everyone else. better to be rejected and urself than strugglin to fit in and being cold-shouldered. anyone who would like to reprimand me can come and talk to me. this time i won't walk away, i'll make u regret it, especially that bastard who betrayed me 2day, got to hell u useless piece of shit.

this goes out to all those ppl who betrayed me, discouraged me, and tried to break my will and force me to be like u mongrel creeds: GOT TO HELL, U ARE NOT WELCOME IN MY LIFE, WORLD AND SIGHT, REJECT ME, I DON' CARE. journey down my world and u might understand what it is like to have no freedom and choice. (without choice, we are not men.) i find solace in rebelion, i am at least able to fight back and accomplish something in my life, anhilliation of the creeds and betrayers...

justin, lost,empty,alone and hollow

Saturday, May 13, 2006

yo guyz, totally f4got to post, play computer gong, everybody, rmbr 2 relax and play alot! play ur com and watch tv till they burn out! then u can get a new computer, now when i say i'm happi exam over ppl keep remindin me of psle, and i quote "PSLE SUCKS!!!!" ok, not much 2 say, just this "u who are about to enjoy, i salute u!"
JuStIn TaN
till chaos take us all and the Emperor keep my soul

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

yo ppl... hope u all like de new skin, tink itz quite cool.for minor iz a band(my fav' band btw). rmbr 2 study hard for de exams pplz!lol itz abit late since 2mrrw iz sc then followed by hcl then exams over! haharz. oh and btw gb dun be so heart broken, there will be other girlz in ur life, maybe they all reject u 2! hahahahar!i noe i'm evil.... ppl rmbr 2 relax, earth is a prison, parents are wardens, teacherz are torturers and school is a torture chamber, remember that the next time u get angry.
Justin Tan(HE WHO ROCKS)
rock on ppl!

+My name is Justin


+Horoscope: Aries


Likes:

+Good food(btw i'm not fat...just ask people who know me(except janice), note the GOOD, yeah...)
+Girls/Friends
+Training
+Soccer
+Liverpool +Tackling people really hard in soocer:)[I play def] (Just ask my friends I play soccer with, they're scared...haha)
+Playing my guitar +Not getting scolded
(In that order)



Hates:

+Homework
+I won't say all teachers, becuz some r not too bad...
+Getting scolded
+Socially retarded people



Hobbies:

+Training
+Tv
+Phone
+Drawing
+Guitar(miss my lessons)


Wishlist:

+Get my electric guitar
+More hols +Throw 37m for discus ~_~
+Stay young and settle down



Justin finally...:

+Can Speak Malay(abit larh, thx Mr Junaini!)[i tink now forgot again sia]
+Got Get his haircut
+Got My lovely dog!!
+Got his heater fixed, now his air con leaks T_T
+Do the oleh oleh!
+Needs some soul searching
+Needs to stay single for more than 8 hours