Monday, December 11, 2006
2day i just realised i was free to go to the chalet, den my parents again..........u noe, sian..............just now my dad walk into the room see the com on say i playin game, does tokin to ur CUZ on MSN qulify as game, didnt think so, why cant he leave me alone, hez like always whole day, do this do that, u cant go out, u cant call ur freinds, don't close ur door, don't listen to music, don't leave ur light on. can i help it if i need to piss and i gotta close the door,rite? dammit, now life iz like dam sian, even though i go out once in a while, i stay at home the whole day at least 6 days a week, AND I CANT DO ANYTHIN BUT STUDY, study sec 1 for wad, i cant even get it, watch tv onli when parents are there, stupid stupid, homez like a godamn prison, can hear my neighbours laughin and everythin all nite long, and i'm here in my room doin wad i can to relax, which is nothin much, basically msn and blogg. i cant say much, my blog has familial eyes,(lol, relax cuz), anywayz, wad i'm tryin to say is, life sucks. at night iz the onli time i can do wad i can to try and stay sane, this is supposed to be the damn holidays, after big exams, why does it feels like life was better before the holidays.........never thought i'd say it, but school is better, this is hell...... i think i'm gonna snap one of these days, either i cry or i fight, and one thing for sure, i don't cry.period.good bye
true to yours,
jt-eternal rocker
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jt-dotz @ 6:09 AM